1. |
Soliloquy Song
01:19
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i lost myself to the thoughts of my own reality
it's depressing
it's demeaning
and I ripped up the pages where I said I was sorry
47 times
I meant them all
I did it to avoid the thought that you would eventually die
I will too
It's nothing new
so i regret all the time that iVE SPENT CRYING
and thats the end
im goin to bed
goodnight
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2. |
untitled
04:33
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We stared at the stars
I looked into you eyes
somehow I think
we both saw the same thing
The camper got stuck in the mud
cameron's dog shit on the rug
somehow I still think it was
the best summer ever
it's not the same
without you
it's not the same
with you
And i know that she doesn't
want me to come to see her home
depite that it sounds nice
in the stories ive been told
and if she was still alive
i'd be doing it every night
instead of
imagining a belt around my throat
but that camping trip happened
two long years ago
and im still sitting here
wishing I wasn't alone
i miss you and your brightest colours
and i have no clue what ive done since
the rainbows gone
yesterday i cried for the first time in a long time
and it was
(the best day of my life) x2
and i just gotta say
you.
your eyes,
are all that kept me here
and now,
the flowers on my porch
im gonna leave outside
it's a painful life
we should be glad for living
its a painful life
we should be mad at living
its a painful life
we should be over living
it's a painful life
WHAT A WONDERFUL LIFE!!
((and if she was still alive
I'd be doin it every night
instead of imagining a belt
around my throat))
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3. |
Camping
08:47
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it was raining oh on the night we first left
i felt the days drag on yeah they crept
and it took me such a long ass time to finally
warm up to you
and though the sun it would bleed
off of the mountains and into hidden vallies
we still found the beauty through
all the violence
now we lose ourselves in the tiniest crush
and we throw ourselves in front of the wayward bus
how was I supposed to know
I'd be another statistic
you grabbed your notebook and threw it at me
saying write down todays diary entry
and i didn't really know what to say
so I just said "hello, how've you been"
it took us a while to finally explore
the world upon us, what we had been looking for
and once we reached peak we knew
that we were bored
so please please
move on without me
don't
don't stumble your steps
so I leave and I go home
end up lying in my bed
is this, this is what I've been looking for
the sweet feeling of being dead
and this, this is the sweet savory touch
of what makes us all human
it's soothing
and I feel free
and I
i
i
im
im scared
gravity shook me and called me a baby
I'm scared
please hold me
im scared
i cant use my legs anymore ):
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4. |
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let me take a photograph
don't hide your face make us laugh
go into the one special
place where your life makes sense
cause you're the one I want to see
every morning in warm breeze
and if it's winter then
I'll take you off my shelf and we'll lie in bed
busy busy day and night
take a break let's go for lunch
down to the park where we get sucked
into the land where the children fray
I wont take you too far
we'll hop around and jump in the car
none of us know how to drive
but we'll be going somewhere either way
I want you to know
that you're all I see
break through barrier
and come right back here to me
let me take a photograph
let me take a photograph
We'll go where we go
tell no one what we saw
nothing will ever matter
just you and me
run back and forth through the trees
along the road where we will see
that there's nothing there
waiting on the other side
so we make the best of what we have
so we make the best of what is now
punched back down and screaming on the ground
smashed back down to where we were before
don't you ever stop
please dont stop
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5. |
The Joy Ride
07:23
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i lost
my best friend
i say
it's harder than you think it is
that might be the truth
but i cant tell whether what i say
is fact or fiction
when im living this way
im falling apart
we're stuck floating in time
be my lifeboat
cause we'll get lost
on the joy ride
we'll get lost
having too much fun
and then it's time
for the joy ride
to leave
to victims alot like us
you lost all your friends
i cant imagine how bad it is
cause time still passes
and every night im stuck here in my queen sized bed
(anxious ranting)
it got lost
on the joy ride
you got lost
having too much fun
now its time
for the joyride
to leave
to wherever it goES GOES GOES GOES
OOooOooOOOOooooo
where did the time go
somewhere in the wind
somwhere in
the wind
you dont have to be alone
you dont have to be on your own
i wont sit here and say im sorry again
you dont have to be alone
you dont have to be on your own
dont make me say im sorry again
ooooh i miss you
where did the time go?
somewhere in the wind
oohhhh i miss you!
where did you go?
somewhere in the wind
is this how it ends
is this where we've been?
is this how we are?
i think it is
is this how i see
the bright light shining through my window
i see you there
somewhere in the wind
oooooh!
(end) ill leave these flowers
on my porch
they'll be in memory of you
they'll live forever.
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6. |
Song for a Friend
06:18
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the deafening cycle will kill us all
but i know you'll pull through
you'll do it for us
you hate to look in a mirror
take off your makeup
go into the world
It's the prettiest kind of ugly
we all fall through
we'd do it for you
oh my god my friend
you can't be giving
you'll always be good enough for me
you're good for me
may my roses
from suburbia
guide you home
the sweet sight of suburbia
the sweet smell of coffee on the pot
the grass. dead. on the ground
we step on. the dead. underground.
we step. on the dead. underground
but we never forget
we never let go
she is down there with them all
never forget, i will join them all.
feel our steps
under us all
the roses on my front porch are long dead
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7. |
Silique
02:19
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my steps quiver in the back of the yard
my weight crumbles underneath the alive soil
i feel it moving.
your everlasting mourning
i feel it. growing away
and you.
your eyes.
are all that kept me here
and my
my desire
it blows away
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